I never posted about the new guy again because things never worked out. It was taxing to be with him. His energy drained me.

Today I am writing because I just found out that my ex, who I wrote all this about, lied to me. I feel so sick. How could I have been so gullible. My head and my heart hurt. Thank god I have been mending my shinning star heart. Maybe the next guy will be someone who deserves it, because I don't think I can take this kind of pain again.

How do I trust again?